"THE ONE"

Everyone had left

so I waited around pretending to be busy

so you would notice me

but sadly,you never did

so I started a conversation

hoping you would flow

but you gave me my typical kind of response

I kept being the talker and listener hoping I don't screw up

then suddenly,you needed to leave.

Then I met you again

hoping you would remember we started a relationship

wishing I could at least be your "Hy friend"

but you acted just like I would

you also believed the same thing I did

that simply because we spoke doesn't make us friends

it only meant we spoke to each other.

But I tried

at least I felt I did.

I waved and smiled

something I find weird doing

but you just waved strangely

and my heart went in search of my soul

because my soul had to find a secret place to weep

from shame

For some seconds I touched happiness

when it seemed like fate was suddenly by my side

I fell again when my hostel was blocks away from yours

I crashed when we had combined classes

but I knew I just lost you when my friend introduced you to me

as her friend

I saw the innocence in her eyes

and the fantasy she had imagined with you.

And we both acted

like our scripts was perfectly written

by one who never had an idea of how sad 

It was for me to play my role

cause somewhere along the line

I loved you

but that wasn't necessary anymore

cause my friend had to be happy.

I owed her that

because she had no idea of the drama that was showing

even when she was a part of the cast

so we acted like we never met even when we both knew

something had gone wrong somewhere

and it had to remain that way

for our role to  be perfectly played.

Dear Emmy in 2020

Wahala for you o

everytime you want someone to notice you.

Plus,the one God is preparing for you will know you from the getgo

God please bless Emmy in 2020 and years to come with her Heart desires so instead of this heart break poem she can a write psalms singing your praises.

Yours truly

Emmy in 2020