Who am i

Who am i;

I am made from all the people i have met,the ones i truly cared for and the ones i decided to toss around.I am the decisions i make,the things i decide to keep at heart and the ones i ignore.I am my doubts and fears,my happiness.I am molded from my down moments and tears teaching me episodes of life.I am my determination and setbacks.I am the moments i wish i was understood and the times my good intentions paid me sadness.I am my prayer request and desires.I am my over ambitious self.
Inside of me dwells things i will never say,memories i won't forget and comfort from strange people.I am my family and siblings,the arguments we have and our down moments we never portray.I am the people i choose as friends and those designed as acquaintance .I am the heart that loves and is loved in return and the same not loved in return.I am the music i listen to that interprets my emotions in ways i can't.I am made from all this and yes am not stagnant am sailing through.

Relationship should not be the reason for your happiness
I am a victim of this.Many times i felt being in a relationship will make me happy and satisfied and guess what i have created unnecessary chaos for myself.Even tho the idea has not completely left my mind,am beginning to love myself.Being in a relationship is a beautiful thing i must admit but committing yourself for the right reason is more prettier.

Set boundaries
Understand there is a clear distinction between friends and acquaintance.That YES and NO is a full sentence,that being real saves much energy than being fake and living up to people's expectation.The same people that may not even care and will stab you if given a chance.Know the difference between courage and confidence and really understanding when you join the mass in saying ''i don't really care what people say about me''.The truth is we care consciously and unconsciously. Anyone can give you advice but its your place to decide the words you want to shake off.

Sometimes you will fail and that is okay
Your life will not go exactly as planned and that's the beauty of life.Life is like a furnished room with a standing or ceiling fan,a bed with mattress,curtains,windows,wardrobe and table,without these things in the room it can never be termed furnished.Life would be so boring if everything was perfect.The jealousy,lies,hurts,failures,tears,depression,happiness of life is in a way intertwined to make life beautiful.Worry less when you fail, that is not the worst that can happen.Somehow someone else is going through something worst

Love yourself
Wear that cloth you want to,The pedicure and manicure,just do it.Laugh as much as you can.Eat what you want,drink that wine and water.Your vitals is health and happiness.