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1NE YEAR

Growing up,i had wild imaginations and fantasies.I grew up pretty fast but that was due to circumstances that surrounded me,besides i read lot of books so i understood things beyond my age.One of my dreams was to own a TV show but somehow i found myself in a science college.Graduated from secondary school 2013,applied for jamb to study medicine which i could not secure the admission but ended up in animal science department.I had mixed feelings,while i wished i got the medicine i applied for,i was grateful i did not have to stay at home seeking for admission.However,i still applied for jamb to study medicine the following year,the next and the next not until Ukraine popped up.
Once i had an argument with my dad, while he was trying to give me reasons to study for jamb because he wanted me to apply for Madonna university: i pointlessly told him if i ever had to study medicine,it will not be in Nigeria.Well,that was just to end the argument but God honoured my words.
Today makes me a year in Ukraine and yes it's been wonderful.Being a medical student is not stressful or whatever to me.IT IS FUNNY.Well,i consider my self a clown most times.I get the stress of reading and reading but i also understand the part where i ask myself if i will ever understand the stuffs i read.With my lab coat am simply a clown,while in class am always wondering:will i ever know how to attend to my patients.Since i have never been about grades,i will always aim to pass and trust me that is not mediocre.
While studying animal science in the university of Uyo,i got my self into series of stress like unnecessary relationships and i can say it has never been worth it.Ukraine really made me feel bored and lonely at times but at the same time am learning to grow before moving in to any relationship.Am fighting the urge to not explain or date simply because someone is asking.While am looking forward to the lies and flattery,i have learned to cherish what i have now.
I have met numerous kinds of people and thanks for a year i can single handily put everyone where they belong either friends or acquaintance.
One year taught me NO is a full sentence,no explanation needed and even though i love to sleep and procrastinate..i will be great paediatrician one day. 
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