HEALING

I'm just having my normal day or maybe I was until some group of people decided to use one person to ruin it but thank God for God.I feel sad when people do not think or when they jump into conclusion hastily without even using their brain.

It's incredible how the human minds work or better still how we humans have developed it.There are times when you think of doing something or about to make a decision and then you don't remember it in a while or when there was an heated period in your life and obviously you said things you didn't want to but circumstances caused you to say them(you are not proud of the things you said but,yea you did)...and then everything cooled down and some one comes up reminding you of things you had buried and not necessarily forgotten but off course it's no more an issue...myself..I literally blackout when you come up with the topic especially if it was an issue i made efforts to forget, am not interested...one reason it looks like i can't defend myself in arguments;well, sometimes I can't but other times it's just that I had buried every connection with that topic so right now I'm clueless.

Thumbs up to those who make assumptions about others,you go about telling  people things you and your crazy head imagined, creating unnecessary ideas in ones head about someone.You have done a great job,you deserve a medal for the number of  people and relationships you have and will ruin.

We need to get over people,we need to get over some relationships and mind you; people are going to talk,because for some unidentified reasons that is their purpose on earth.Whether you believe it or not you will meet people you wish you hadn't met,you will say things you may not have meant,but you can't let some clueless peoples opinion of you bring you down.

You might have done things you are regretting now,and you are trying to heal yourself ,let me highlight this HEALING BEGINS WHEN YOU ARE READY. How can you be ready when you can't fully forgive yourself and any one who hurt you,when you are still blaming yourself for every unwarranted decision or people you met.

Whatever decisions you made once upon a time was perfect!.

At least you believed that not until things went south so you can't keep blaming yourself for the disaster it brought you, because at that moment,it was one of the best thing you ever thought of and really;that was your level of thinking.Hey,you need to let yourself heal and no one is telling you healing will ever be pretty.
You need to make yourself matured enough to ignore all the crap that will be a set back to your healing process.
HEALING IS GROWTH
It is not only by hanging or jumping into river people commit suicides,some people are alive but have committed suicide already with their minds.

Dear Emmy in 2017

I have just one question for you

Please who offended you?

Who came to ruin your day?

but

I get you

Healing is growth.