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SURREAL

My greatest fear in life is being a failure
so i try to create a balance between expectations and reality
and the big leave that swings in life
never swings in steady for me

I wanted to be desired but i was always preferred
so i tried to leave to their expectations
but as much as i tried,the more lonely i became
lonely,deserted and unfelt

I made voluntary mistakes
i work hard but never expect success
because i feel am just a pendulum that swings
a grass prepared to be stepped on, a sword ready for a battle 

Thoughts banging in my head
my regrets i took like personal decisions
my life,i live without expectations
maybe if i expect,it may become surreal
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