Dimensionsofgold

Who am i; I am made from all the people i have met,the ones i truly cared for and the ones i decided to toss around.I am the decisions i make,the things i decide to keep at heart and the ones i ignore.I am my doubts and fears,my happiness.I am molded from my down moments and tears teaching me episodes of life.I am my determination and setbacks.I am the moments i wish i was understood and the times my good intentions paid me sadness.I am my prayer request and desires.I am my over ambitious self. Inside of me dwells things i will never say,memories i won't forget and comfort from strange people.I am my family and siblings,the arguments we have and our down moments we never portray.I am the people i choose as friends and those designed as acquaintance .I am the heart that loves and is loved in return and the same not loved in return.I am the music i listen to that interprets my emotions in ways i can't.I am made from all this and yes am not stagnant am sailing through. Rel...

My middle name is Grace.I have several names,everyone in my family has their own version of me. I hate typing.So text messages get ignored sometimes i keep them for when i will be bored but i still forget. I don't like change,but i also get bored with things being the same and crave change.Yeah,you figure that out because i can't. I like to help people as much as i can,it gives me some sense of happiness. I hate speaking in public but i won't object if i really have to do it. I don't have secrets.Chances are 2 or 3 people know about it. If am cooking and it doesn't turn out as i imagined,the trashcan is where it will belong and i kinda get happy wasting food. I don't like surprises and am the perfect person for a date because you won't even need to spend on me.I am okay with anything. I prefer worship to sermons. I am so laid back that i am practically lying down always.It takes a lot to bother me,am so carefree and nonchalant. I love TV sho...

Where were you when everything collapsed before me and all i wanted was for you to say "it will be fine" Where were you when i was shredded and everyone believed my pieces  because my whole never existed Where were you when my life played out like a broken glass unrestrained yet fulfilled but i was empty Where were you when i became a force  that created my hell with my vague imaginations Where were you when i watched where were you when i felt when i felt my pieces shatter Where were you when i planted my garden watered my fears and nurtured my doubts Where were you when harvest season came and my basket was filled with depression making my daily diet tears You arrived when i became whole again and i forgave you but do you think i will again when your days are limited.

Growing up,i had wild imaginations and fantasies.I grew up pretty fast but that was due to circumstances that surrounded me,besides i read lot of books so i understood things beyond my age.One of my dreams was to own a TV show but somehow i found myself in a science college.Graduated from secondary school 2013,applied for jamb to study medicine which i could not secure the admission but ended up in animal science department.I had mixed feelings,while i wished i got the medicine i applied for,i was grateful i did not have to stay at home seeking for admission.However,i still applied for jamb to study medicine the following year,the next and the next not until Ukraine popped up. Once i had an argument with my dad, while he was trying to give me reasons to study for jamb because he wanted me to apply for Madonna university: i pointlessly told him if i ever had to study medicine,it will not be in Nigeria.Well,that was just to end the argument but God honoured my words. Today makes m...

What if when you get out of school no one hires you because the jobs are all filled up and you have no clue of what you want to do with your life.I beg you not to end because he has unending love for you,not to give up because if he wanted to give up on you,the last six years of your life filled with doubt and faithless faith he would have given up on you.. So am telling you now Do not become a slave to society,because society is a soul eating predator.It preys on the young and insecure making them weak and sick by their own fault when acceptance and originality is the cure. Never mistake your income as success else you loose your value because less and less of us can't find our value except it is written on a paycheck.Your worth as a human being isn't about wealth but health,it's about your vitals;happiness and health and actually finding yourself. Now is the time for you to become the adult you never planned to be so am not asking you to follow your dreams, am tell...

She walks on three foot knowing the end of an event from the beginning no wonder she is called clockwise. Her pulse has been set from creation to heal and to mar. She watches so steady and she hurts so heavy no wonder she strikes. Truth is her wine and she has the honour of being the bearer never holding back little wonder,they say she tells. She is no other She is divine She is called time #ELIGHT

Tell me Tell me what to do when the rains get suspended only where i stand Tell me what to do when I'm in pieces and my pieces are shredded into a thousand pieces Tell me what to do when i look in the mirror and instead of my reflection i see the empty void and my happiness filling the space Tell me what to do when i get scared and look for whom to cling on only to embrace my shadow which depict darkness owns me Tell me what to do when i run away from my sadness but my heart beats to the tune of an elegy and my mouth sings a dirge Tell me what to do when what's chasing me lives in the air i breath Tell me why i should keep hope alive when the gold fish that luminates the dark ocean of  my tears     is preyed by my fears -WRIGHT ELIJAH